I met the adult film producer as arranged. We had a drink and a bite to eat in a bar on the South Bank. Although it was cold it was quite sunny, so we sat outside for a while. This also meant we could smoke, which of course you can't do inside English pubs anymore. I don't smoke much, but I like a cigarette with a drink, especially if I'm a bit tense, as I was today.
It was like I was treading a thin line between being polite and friendly and trying not to encourage the guy in any way. But as it turned out, he either didn't notice my plan, or ignored it. The guy is creepy!
Right from the start he was all 'touchy feely', 'guiding' me with his hands and lightly brushing my bum. He was good too. Just the odd 'accidental touch', in a way that wasn't enough for me to accuse him of meaning to touch me without having him reply, "opps sorry, it was an accident!" You know the type.
So I sat there, squirming inside while he talked about his work, making lots of innuendos and staring at me very intently with the odd glance down at my boobs (well covered incidentally, it was cold!). Now and again he brushed my hands and it was all I could do not to pull them away immediately. I ended up sitting with my hands in my lap, occasionally quickly reaching for my drink and then hiding my hands again!
Of course this is a problem I find all the time. Because I'm a model and a minor porn actress, fellas think I'm easy game. They think that just cos I'm sexy and generous in front of the cameras I'm there for the taking. Not so! You don't usually get this with guys in the business. They know better. But there always has to be a few creeps.
Anyway, to cut a long (and horrible) story short, I managed to get through the lunchtime drink unscathed. Luckily I truthfully had to hurry away straight afterwards as I did have a modelling appointment to keep.
Not a mention was made of any future work for me in the guy's company and to tell the truth I'm glad. I never want to see the creep again!
The creep, however, seems to think he's on to a good thing and assumes I will meet up with him again soon, despite me giving him some very negative signals by the end of our meeting.
I think I'll just have to leave the phone on messages for the next few days.
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