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Spanking Video - maybe

My agent has finally heard from the little porn company that offered me work.  As you know, they deal mainly in 'tease' stuff and fetishes (stockings, pantyhose, legs, feet, that type of thing).  But they are setting out on a new venture.  They are getting together a site dedicated to spanking.  And guess who they want to star in one of their first videos?!

I must admit that I am into spanking.  Not in a big way, but I do like the odd slap with a paddle from my boyfriend.  It really turns him on too.  I don't like pain though, and I definitely don't want to end up with whipping marks!  So I got my agent to assure me that the spanking that would take place would be light.

He said that this company is into real as opposed to fake porn and the spanking would therefore be very real. Which means I will end up with a very red bum!  I have worked for porn companies before who add blusher to the girl's backside to make it look red and sore and, to tell you the truth, I was hoping that would be the case with this company.  You know, a few slaps with a paddle or a light touch with a whip to start things off, then a quick cut for some blusher to be liberally rubbed into my bum cheeks and then on with the show!

This needs more consideration I think.

Creepy Guy!

I met the adult film producer as arranged.  We had a drink and a bite to eat in a bar on the South Bank.  Although it was cold it was quite sunny, so we sat outside for a while.  This also meant we could smoke, which of course you can't do inside English pubs anymore.  I don't smoke much, but I like a cigarette with a drink, especially if I'm a bit tense, as I was today.

It was like I was treading a thin line between being polite and friendly and trying not to encourage the guy in any way.  But as it turned out, he either didn't notice my plan, or ignored it.  The guy is creepy!

Right from the start he was all 'touchy feely', 'guiding' me with his hands and lightly brushing my bum.  He was good too.  Just the odd 'accidental touch', in a way that wasn't enough for me to accuse him of meaning to touch me without having him reply, "opps sorry, it was an accident!"  You know the type.

So I sat there, squirming inside while he talked about his work, making lots of innuendos and staring at me very intently with the odd glance down at my boobs (well covered incidentally, it was cold!).  Now and again he brushed my hands and it was all I could do not to pull them away immediately.  I ended up sitting with my hands in my lap, occasionally quickly reaching for my drink and then hiding my hands again!

Of course this is a problem I find all the time.  Because I'm a model and a minor porn actress, fellas think I'm easy game.  They think that just cos I'm sexy and generous in front of the cameras I'm there for the taking.  Not so!  You don't usually get this with guys in the business.  They  know better. But there always has to be a few creeps.

Anyway, to cut a long (and horrible) story short, I managed to get through the lunchtime drink unscathed.  Luckily I truthfully had to hurry away straight afterwards as I did have a modelling appointment to keep.

Not a mention was made of any future work for me in the guy's company and to tell the truth I'm glad.  I never want to see the creep again!

The creep, however, seems to think he's on to a good thing and assumes I will meet up with him again soon, despite me giving him some very negative signals by the end of our meeting.

I think I'll just have to leave the phone on messages for the next few days.

Strange telephone call....

I had a call this afternoon from the director of the porn shoot I did a little while ago - you know, the one where I refused to swallow and nearly messed the shoot up (is that a pun? lol!).  Anyway, he had said he would be in touch to give me more work, but I hadn't been holding my breath.  Then out of the blue he rang.

The strange thing is, he didn't want to talk about me making another film for him.  He said it would be nice if we met up for a drink soon.

Now I'm no mug when it comes to fellas.  An invitation for a drink could be just his excuse to get into my panties.  But there again, I could do with some more film work.  It's difficult.  I didn't want to push too much by asking lots of questions and perhaps ruin my chances for work, but I did say I would have to check my diary, to find a day when I wasn't going out anywhere with my boyfriend, and I hope he took the hint from that.

But fellas don't always take the hint, do they?

So I've arranged to meet him for a lunchtime drink on Tuesday. I'm in London doing some modelling work that afternoon, so I won't be able to stay too long.  And I'll see what comes of that, so to speak!  But I'm still a little curious about what to expect.

Never mind, must get off the computer and go and cuddle my nice warm man now.  See ya!

The Porn Shoot

I did the porn shoot I was telling you about.  It was in a studio in East London.  I've been there before for another company.  Nice place, quite swish.  It's in a large office block - you'de never guess from the outside that the peole inside were making porn films!  You can have your lunch in the central restaurant and sit among accountants, solicitors and loads of different business people.  Wonder if they guessed who we were?  I suppose we were dressed more casually than most of the other people in the restaurant, but apart from that they probably wouldn't have known - too busy with their own lives I expect.

Porn shoots themselves can be a bit boring, lots of standing around waiting for them to get the camera angles right.  It wasn't particularly warm there either, which can be a problem for some of the guys.  They have to 'keep it up and ready for action'.  They have to go and wank themselves quite a lot to stay in shape!  Sometimes they get someone to help them.  As I play the smaller roles that is often me.  It's off camera, so you don't have to do anything fancy, just help the guy get hard again.  This time I gave a couple of massages, that's all.  They worked a treat!

I had a couple of session on camera.  One with a couple of the other girls, which was great.  Lot's of pussy licking and playing with dildos.  I came too, so I know they'll use that!  I actually had to force myself not to cum too soon or the scene would have been too short.  Of course, I could always have cum again.  maybe next time!

Then I had to give this really fit guy a handjob.  I used my best action.  Lots of rubbing around his shaft up to the tip, teasing the tip and rubbing again.  He got sticky real soon and I guessed what they would want next - a cumshot with a facial or a gag.

They told me to blow him and take his load in my mouth, but I refused.  You see I only swallow with my boyfriend.  I think swallowing is something special.  So I said no.  They had been told I don't swallow, so they shouldn't have asked (but they nearly always do). They weren't too pleased.  The fit guy didn't mind.  He was really nice actually, very understanding.  But the director guy did, especially as the fit guy was rapidly losing his hardon.

In the end we compromised.  I did the handjob again and moved in for the blow job and the guy finished off by cumming on my boobs.  He was happy and I was ok about it, but I'm not sure if that session will be used, even when they cut it down.

After that, I thought I had blown my chances (lol!), but as I was getting dressed to leave, the director came over for a chat.  He apologized for asking me to swallow when he already knew that I didn't and said he hoped we could still work together again!  I said yes, of course.  A guy who has the decency to say he was wrong is a good guy in my book.

But I'll wait and see if they get in touch, and if their cheque cashes ok.  The pay was quite good and the folks were fit, so I hope it's all ok - I should think so.

But I've been typing for ages and my hands are tired now - must keep them in shape, mustn't I?

So I'll say goodnight and see ya!

Filming Begins Tomorrow

The porn shoot starts tomorrow (whoops!  'Feature Film', lol!).  I have only a small part in it, but it could grow subject to how things go on the set (why does all that sound like a pun? lol!).

Trouble is, I'm not really the typoical porn star (if there is such a thing), at least in the studio's eyes.  I'm pretty, but I'm not what you would call 'glamorous'. My hair just won't do blonde and my boobs are a little on the small side (for a porn star anyway) and I refuse to get implants because I like them as they are.  And my skin tone is a little bit olive, so I can't be a 'typical English girl next door'.  I look more like a latina 'Jenny from the block', even though I'm not latina (I think).  This is okay, but as I live in the UK, it can be a bit limiting.

And there are some things I will not do on set.  They taunt me a bit for this.  Call me a prude, or the more rude ones say I think I'm 'special', but they don't force me.  Just don't give me much work. I'm a blow job, hand job, lesbian, and normal sex kind of porn star (with the odd toy thrown in), and there are plenty of other girls out there like me, so I'm lucky when I get a job.  They offer me 'teen' work quite a lot.  They say I can do it for a while yet, but I'm not sure.  I'm 28 for crissakes.  I feel stupid in pig tails! But the studio bosses seem to still like me ok.  Just don't give me much to do.

But perhaps I am giving too much away about me, so I'll stop there.

So wish me luck tomorrow.  Must remember to take my 'toys' with me!

Photos and Adult Films

As I said in my last entry, I thought I should make this blog live up to its name a bit better, so I added some pictures.  And now I have some more news that will make this blog sexy, yay!

Firstly, on Saturday or Sunday my fella has promised to take some new photos of me, especially for you.  He's a busy guy and he doesn't work for the same people as me, so this will be quite an extra job for him.  But I reckon he'll enjoy it.  And of course I will make it worth his while! So hopefully very soon, there will be more pictures here.  I hope you'll like them.

And secondly, I've got a new porn assignment.  I rang my agent to ask him about that little 'fetish modelling' job.  They haven't got back to him yet, but he has got me a part in an adult film for early next week. Evidently he chatted up a fairly big producer in a bar off Fleet Street and got a promise for me.  He says it's a handjob/blowjob assignment, but it could lead to more, depending on whether it's worth keeping the cameras running, if you know what I mean!

And it's a definite.  So I'll be able to tell you about it after the shoot - well, as much as I am allowed to anyway,.  I'm going to check with the guys there to see just how much I can talk about the shooting.  It may be that they say no, but I doubt it, as it's publicity for them, isn't it?  We'll see.

In the meantime, I spent the morning doing a nude photo shoot for an agency that provides pictures for a glossy company mag.  A bit low key, but they pay well and the pictures are nice.

Anyway, when my guy gets home we are going to have a chat about the best way we can do this photo shot over the weekend, so that should be an interesting evening!

See ya

Tags: photos, modelling, porn, films!

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