After talking here about my first love and how a few old feelings for him have been stirred up, I felt really guilty. I hope my boyfriend hasn't read that entry. I don't want to hurt him. I thought about deleting it, but this blog is supposed to be about me and my sex life, and my first love was definitely a large influence on that. So I left it there, but the whole episode had left me feeling really confused.
I was feeling that way a couple of hours after posting that entry when my boyfriend came in. He cuddled me straight away and things got going and we had the most amazing sex!
He laid me on the bed and covered me in a lovely smelling oil and rubbed it all over me, working down from my shoulders to my waist and up from my feet to the tops of my thighs. It was so nice and warm. It felt great!
And then he began to massage the oil into my buttocks, and as he did it he pushed harder, so that my pussy was rubbing hard on the bed. And then he turned me over and gently and slowly massaged my boobs. Was my pussy throbbing! And he slowly worked down to my waist and gently rubbed my tummy. By that time I was desperate!
He moved in and nuzzled my pubes and slowly licked inside my thighs, flicking his tongue on my pussy, but only now and again. I tried to push my pussy forward so that he had to give it all his attention, but he kept me waiting.
I was cumming already and he hadn't even put his tongue inside me. I was so wet!
Then he stood up and removed his pants. His dick was huge already! I begged him to put it inside me. He didn't say a word. He just pulled me towards him, wrapped my legs around his hips and, very very slowly, pushed his dick into my pussy. I came there and then!
He stayed still until I had recovered and then he began to move backwards and forwards inside me. He got faster and faster and my pussy began to throb again and grip his dick tight. I was completely out of it. I was seeing stars!
And when he came he exploded inside me for ages and that made me cum all over again. I thought my pussy would never stop vibrating!
He collapsed on top of me and moved so we lay together sideways, with his dick still inside me. We lay there for ages, completely shagged out!
I woke up a couple of hours later and he was still inside me. I love that! But I pulled off and went and had a shower. After that I got us both a glass of wine and climbed back into bed and cuddled up to my lovely man.
Thinking about it, maybe he did read that entry and wanted to show me that he's still my man and my best lover. If that's the case it definitely worked!
